Almost Blue

With all the exuberance in the air, the early Aughts in Philadelphia have their darkness, too. Even as I ran around Center City, and Mary, Abby, and I did our famous jaunts from Logan Square to West Philadelphia and back, I was a haunted man. The progress I was making as a writer was slow, and labored. All the fluency I'd manifested in my last year in State College (1998) was still taking its sweet time making a transition into being the something else I needed it to be. This, I have discussed on Art Recess 2. The blue-balled and/or Almost Blue scenario has to do with the Heavenly literary Muses. When bathed in the starlight of all of our nights together, Almost Blue didn't matter. But at odd moments, it caught up to me that my actual creative life was very slow. The Costello tune is funny to throw in, because the way being creative on high levels works as not contrapuntal to a kind of intercourse, sexual intercourse, is very real. Things did not really get Blue again until 2005. Rather than a Rimbaud persona, I developed a tangent textual face, generated from a congeries of avant-garde related influences: Deconstructionism, Language Poetry, Surrealism, while earlier touchstones remained. As of '05, I was on fire again. But it did take seven years of slopping around in the mud of textual insolvency to get there. To paraphrase T.S. Eliot, I will never get those seven years back again, but I don't need to. There may be no murder in our cathedral. And the city that makes a religion of E.C. is: Los Angeles. 

Lady Midnight

Nights spent in a foreign country have a sense, sometimes, of counting more than nights spent on familiar turf, don't they? The days and nights of Mary and I in Montreal were purgatorial ones. Being alone in a foreign country, we had no recourse, cut off from our usual routines, but to face exactly who we were, to ourselves, and reciprocally, to each other. We also fulfilled a Manifest Destiny impulse to being ex-pats, albeit brief ex-pats. Montreal being half-French language, half- English language, we kept stumbling into situations that called for us to know more than we did. Saint Catherine Street, where we stayed in Montreal, is a rough equivalent to South Street in Philadelphia, or St. Mark's Place in Manhattan. Lots of action, but action which tends to be of a rough or raunchy variety. So it was no surprise that Mary and I witnessed an actual barroom brawl. I was non-plussed but also not moved, but Mary was very upset. A foreign country will expose delicate nerves. As I bothered to document on Art Recess 2, our purgatorial means out, that particular night, was a kinky one. The emergence, probably not for the first time, of the occult conferring benediction on Saint Catherine Street. Mary just missing the beckoning gesture of Lady Midnight, as Leonard Cohen assays here, who hovered over us in Montreal, with a distinct, mixed, enchantment/damnation vibe. May I say we also bothered to spend a few hours on the McGill campus, took some pictures there, and were rewarded by a sense of liberation past our personal Purgatorio, Dantean Double Dutch. When we arrived back in Philadelphia, we knew ourselves better. 

Shazam!

 Thanks to Falki Hoz and Hipsters, the KWH Ode on Jazz is planted on Shazam. 

Dangerous Type

Ricochets. Ricochets and chiasmus relationships. It should be obvious by now, that within the Aughts Philly posse I tend to stick to, which extends to Boston (where The Cars are from) and Chicago, if not Montreal and Central Pa, all kinds of similitude in dissimilitude raises its intriguing head and makes comparison-contrast a fun game. Like the issue of Jenny Kanzler-as-Temptress, as she appears here in P.F.S. Post, sashaying into a seduction steel-cage match with Hannah Miller. Both dangerous types. Quienes mas peligroso? An honest appraisal would throw me, Toonces-the-Driving-Cat like, over the cliff of understanding that Ms. Miller has a slight lead over Ms. Kanzler. Jenny is moored to the shore, as a painter, of a kind of wholesome earnestness about serious creation that offsets her kinkiness. Hannah, in the relevant days, was pure kink. Substitute politics for art to make the souffle, and up rises an absolute monster of seductive fluency. How about the seduction Carl Yastrzemski of Boston herself, enfranchised alongside The Cars? Same basic idea. Too rooted in the idea of Creation-not-Destruction, with something earnest to express. What Hannah expressed was inchoate, in whole, except to say that she played hardball even if the game was badminton. But back to the Divine Miss K, and the sense that in this piece, our two primordial Overlord Heroines have not been forgotten. Jenny (Diana), as can be seen, used kinkiness to try to teach them a lesson. Unfortunately, we were all too young and stoned to notice much but who was opped to pack the next bowl. Kids.  And a bunch of Dangerous Types, as it were. Worth remembering, in the end, because we did mean it about art. So there, Hannah.     

Gregg Foreman 1972-2026

 Someone else I knew in the mix. 

She's the One

After a hiatus, here it is— a new way to do Undulant. This time, a novel manner of backing up print, specifically Vlad Pogorelov's Monday Journal, on perma.cc. Of course, PennSound doesn't hurt, either. All to back up the unlikely chiasmus of Bruce Springsteen to Federico Garcia Lorca. Hear me out. This tune, one that's not been emphasized much, does a gut-level trick, or slug-in-the-guts trick, that consolidates a good amount of shock and awe. There's fear and trembling, joy and ecstasy all together, danger and safety, etc. Lorca names this assemblage of fiery passion the duende.  What I tie Lorca and Springsteen into is myself, and Undulant, also into Hannah Miller, the mid-Aughts, and the rest. Just something to know about Hannah: she was dangerous. She was wild. She meant danger. The night being described in the piece is June 16, 2005. Bloomsday, fer chrissakes. Hannah is Molly, who meant danger, too. The first night it was, of not too many nights, but nonetheless some of the most memorable nights of my life. Like a bullfight, touched for the very first time. And the crowning moment of the Aughts for me, who didn't even expect, until Hannah showed up, that the Aughts would or could be crowned. Philadelphia had the power to let it happen. 

The Core

So, then there's the idea of the partnership I had going with Mary H— as equals, as artists. That's the essential idea— we were partners. All the early Aughts ecstasy, as we see in Starlight, Ink Pantry and PennSound, was not just about finding kindred spirits, but precise kindred spirits. Another you, that just happens to be opposite sexed. That's why we were so at home, and all those nights could pass in a spirit, deeply felt, of all for one and one for all. Abby slots in the same way— as an equal, as an artist. A precise kindred spirit. Abby's a fucking Virgo— it better be precise. We were all perfect together enough that even Abby could accept, for a while. And when we could get the right starlit mood going, starting in West Philly, all of Philadelphia joined in with us. This, Manhattan can never do. The Clapton song thus works as a paean to me dialoging back and forth with Mary and Abby. The nights that went on and on, with everything in them, including the kitchen sink. We held nothing back at all. Our entire souls were allowed and encouraged to come to the surface and express themselves. All because the essential human pact was fulfilled— we were finally among people who were like us. At home. That's The Core. Amnesty from the stupid surface of things, forever, babes.